I'm a Loner Most of the Time
I am living in this country for years and have almost no friends. I came here because I was in love but we divorced 2 years ago and now is me and the kids. They are with their dad half week.
I noticed that I am alone a lot. Sometimes I feel like I would like a relationship. And meeting new atractive men or any men is easy. But I am awkward person. I am friendly and probably my looks are enough to make a guy to be interested but the way I think and see world is different.
And sometimes I feel connection and talk to the guy a lot and become clingy or so. That is when it always goes wrong. Because I get heartbroken. Like now I was just talking to one guy. He was trying really hard to make contact with me. So I opened up a bit and talked to him for few days and now he became so cold.
And I know I get weird life story. Really. My past is full of struggle. My dad criminal. Dangerous ex... lot drama.
But this what men do. They like you and than they act friendly and suddenly they are ice cold and so.. it really keeps breaking my heart
I noticed that I am alone a lot. Sometimes I feel like I would like a relationship. And meeting new atractive men or any men is easy. But I am awkward person. I am friendly and probably my looks are enough to make a guy to be interested but the way I think and see world is different.
And sometimes I feel connection and talk to the guy a lot and become clingy or so. That is when it always goes wrong. Because I get heartbroken. Like now I was just talking to one guy. He was trying really hard to make contact with me. So I opened up a bit and talked to him for few days and now he became so cold.
And I know I get weird life story. Really. My past is full of struggle. My dad criminal. Dangerous ex... lot drama.
But this what men do. They like you and than they act friendly and suddenly they are ice cold and so.. it really keeps breaking my heart
