Is it weird that me telling myself that "people hate me" feels empowering?

I mean, it's not great, but I feel a Hella lot more productive than worrying if they like me or hate me, or getting caught up in what they might think etc

So I just tell myself that most people hate me, it's just the way things are, etc,
And then I either shrug or flip the imaginary finger at them and walk my own path

And if people hate me regardless, then I might as well go out in style 😎

Dude, I'm so freaking weird 😂