Why is it so hard WAAA

bro im lk mad at my “crush” idk if i consider myself to like him like honestly today i gave him a a small box of the rlly good chocolate he one on my previous post about him. Ykw URGHH im gonna call him Jamal here. So like i gave the box of chocolates to jamal and rite he said thanks and stuff. Didnt react as much as i expected and YK WHAT THE WORSE PART was he literally took one of the chocolates and GAVE IT SOMEONE BRO. LIKE IDC IF U SHARE UR CHOCOLATE WITH UR SIBLINGS OR SUM BUT WITH OUR CLASSMATE? BOTH OF I ARENT EVEN CLOSE. Idk maybe i saw it wrongly maybe he just ate it uwu. but idkdkdkddkdk. Like when i gave it to him his responsw was like a “oh..”
LIKE ARE U DISAPPOINTED THE CHOCOLATE RLLY GOOD WHAT?? :(
wtv i dont lime anymore hope he enjoys the chocolate or even eats it
IM SO SADDSADSS im never having a crush again fvck relationships or even forming friendships with jamal
Im not all that tbh so ig ill just let him be
Though i feel like we’ll be cool friends