Is this confusing?

@ChiefJustWalks I always kinda felt that he didn't know what wtf he was talking about, like he was hiding his truth and saying what he thought he was supposed to.

There was zero concern for my needs. And I tried to earn reciprocation (sad right?) but that didn't work either.

I wish I didn't keep thinking about him. He really got in my head.

@MarbleMarvel sometimes you gotta go with what your gut is telling you. Sometimes your heart already knows but your brain doesn't wanna have to accept it. Oftentimes, accepting it is harder than feeling it.

I believe if you genuinely appreciate someone, you naturally wanna reciprocate that. If he had no desire to reciprocate even when you worked for it then that says a lot.
You shouldn't have to work for it though 🖤 you should give love because you want to & you deserve a partner who wants to too.

Time heals. Maybe you're grieving more over the time wasted & the love that also went to waste 😮‍💨 it's never easy when you truly cared.

@ChiefJustWalks you are so right. And such a sweetheart. Thank you 🖤

I guess somewhere along the way I completely forgot that I deserved to feel loved too. Worrying about him. Damnit.

@MarbleMarvel no problem 🤗 I just hope all the love you gave, comes back to you from someone much more deserving of your time