I mean when you are happy somehow but sorrow is the thing you can express most of the time. Anger but you have some peace there. I don't think it is bipolar though .. Depression trying to take control .
Depression is really hard to overcome. I have been on Lexapro for a long time and so glad I have it. I’m know you can’t prescribe anything for yourself but it might be good to start looking into meds.
@PiecingBabyFaceTogether haha ,,everybody tries to find a run away . Life is really not fair. Many sad stories I lived , some of them are buried alive inside me . My wish is that all the thing ripe finally . I don't know what may happen after and I am just thinking that will not happen unless I am dead.