Do you wish you were viewed a certain way?
Do you have a conscious or subconscious manner/persona that aligns with how you want to be perceived?
Or do you really not care either way?
Or do you really not care either way?
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Baybreeze · 41-45, F
@Nunlover For me, since I was exactly six years old, I began thinking if I just make someone smile and please them, then maybe I'm not Bad. I was hearing horrible things to scare me, mock me etc even as a toddler and on. I thought if my own parent is saying I'm bad I must be. They single handed ruined a lot of my life. I'm still trying now to not immediately please people so that they feel I'm enough. I really want to not care anymore.