What is something you really don't like of your personality?

A friend told me a month ago that most of the time I speak in basically a perfect monotone and then switch to a "voice actor voice" sometimes, like if I am being emotive. I think about that sometimes. I am a little bit fake all of the time and there's nothing I can do about it.

I can go on talking for too long at times, or repeat things I already said, in new ways. It's a bad habit that I'm trying to get rid of.

I don’t like how shy and anxious I am in social situations. I wish I could be one of those people that can easily have conversations with strangers

I'm not a talker at all. I hate small talk, and I understand it's a necessary nuisance sometimes. Ugh, I hate listening to the how's the weather, blah, blah talk. I want to jump into the juicy stuff.

I like my personality.. it’s some of my other habits that need changing.. 😳

My tendency towards bouts of depression that virtually paralyze me. 😞

dissociation is really causing problems

I'm not chasing my goals hard enough.. too lazy

Sarcasm heading too far down the path of nasty.

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