Personality Bleach

I've been told I'm simply angry
That not much I do is right
I've been told I can't explain my thoughts
When my feelings are alight

I've been told that I am worthy
As they explain just how I ain't
I've been sold a bill of contradictions
To explain I'm not a Saint

I've often always viewed my love
As a thing that's quite a curse
Because I know that I'm too hard to take
And most people are adverse

But every now and then I decide
To let a person in
But now my curse, has run full course
And that won't ever happen again

Ice or fire is all that's left
And neither foster love
Waiting for the bells to toll
And hold me like a glove

I gave away most everything
Was as honest as I dared
I'm wishing for the end to come
Knowing that I won't be scared

Acceptance wasn't easy
But I've learned all of its teachings
I've learned to hide this pain inside
And just to get on with the bleaching

Washing off all the stains
Make it all bleach white
And fall off into the ether
Into the endless night


~The Snowdog