I take things too personal, I take things to heart I probably shouldn't. I wish I wasn't like this .

It's not a fun time. I haven't been able to thicken my armour the way I need. Sometimes I can take it better and other times I feel like I am paper and everything cuts me. I freaking hate that, I want to be like a rock all the time. I am sensitive and it's one of the qualities I hate about myself the most. I don't want to dive too deep in the feeling sorry for myself well. It's just the way I am feeling right now and I going to get it out and carry on. If only I could wear my work day skin all the time I'd be a lot prouder of myself if I could accomplish that some day.