When did you first have sex? Did you enjoy it?

I was 26 in 1996 when it happened (I met my first now ex in 1997).

No I did not enjoy it. Mostly because I did not what to do or how to do it.

A woman won't help you or teach/guide you as they all expect you already know everything about sex by then. Neither of my ex's have ever taken the time to help/teach/guide me about sex either.

I'm 57 now and still don't really know what I'm doing sex-wise. I never talk about my fear of sex in person with anyone and haven't dated successfully since leaving second ex in 2018.