I feel like I've hardened a bit

Starting life over in a new region, new job, looking for a place to settle, car troubles, attending lectures, organising counselling meetings, and managing life in general on my own with no friends yet was never going to be a breeze.

But I've become a little bit hardened and grumpy, like little things become huge tasks. I feel a bit cynical and I'm not vibing with it at all.

Hopefully it's a cocoon situation where I become free afterwards. The more I think about the parts I can't control the more I just stop enjoying my days 🤷

Been taking a break from here, honestly been so busy.