i haven't been outside of my house for over 6 weeks but i finally went out two days ago. it felt so weird, doing make up and putting on an outfit i actually liked was something i haven't done in at least 6 months. i wouldn't say it was the best day ever but i felt like i needed that change. it was still slightly uncomfortable though, lots of the people i was with commented on my wl and how i don't look okay and it made me incredibly uncomfortable. i had to leave early. i did buy a new book though yay
