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Does anyone else get full on rage?

Sometimes I get so full of rage and anger I just want to scream and beat the shit out of something

PerfectionOfTheHeart · 46-50, F
Mmhmm. Over nothing sometimes. Other times it’s an immediate reaction to being hit with too much too quickly and feeling like my hands are tied behind my back while I’m being suffocated. It’s a powerful emotion. Ever since my anxiety shoot up enough to give me a panic attack that took me months to recover from, my anger has been triggered far too easily. And it’s been on levels I never experienced before then. There’s a definite link there. It’s almost like the attack brought a complete dismantling of my defense system. Everything being felt more powerfully than before. And it nearly made me lose the lighter side of myself. Just now beginning to come out on the other side of it without triggers being led to one stick of dynamite after another.
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@PerfectionOfTheHeart that sounds a lot like me
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Yeah, according to my therapist it's normal with my disorder 🙃
Ironhand · 51-55, M
Yep. PTSD is a mother fucker.
TexChik · F
@Ironhand Yes it is!
CestManan · 46-50, F
I used to feel like that a lot at work.

I finally just accepted the fact that my dept is more f'ed up than a third world nation.
CestManan · 46-50, F
@SW-User IF it is at work that you feel that way, just realize that the reason is because you are trying to do a decent job but no one else seems to give a rat's f*ck. SO, what might help, just think, "If no one else gives a sh*t, then why should I?"

I know that is not really the attitude to have but it might save one's sanity. Lemme tell you this -

So our supervisor comes up with this really mundane crap that needs attention while the REAL problems get ignored. I do not get it.
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@CestManan it’s nothing to do with work, just me being fucked up is all
CestManan · 46-50, F
@SW-User I know how that can be, sometimes in my head I invent things to be mad about, I do not break things nor lash out though
Bruh you called?
@SW-User shame. We coulda got rich with that video.
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@PervertedPrincessOfDeath I’ll call it plan b
@SW-User That's the spirit!
No, I protect my peace by not arguing with people I don't accept into my life
@SW-User I agree
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@Souls you don’t even know me
@SW-User I wasn't judging you I was agreeing with your comment. It is psychology! pent up anger, such as feeling unheard or unappreciated, lack of acceptance of a situation, resentment, unworthiness or unmet needs is the result of your rage
FrozenWasteland · 61-69, M
There is one person who makes me feel that way. Or, at least, I make myself feel that way when I come in contact with him. Fortunately, I haven't had to deal with him in a few years.
JestAJester · 31-35, M
I did for the first time in awhile. Put a dent in my desk. Now I hate myself for doing that.
Spumoni · 46-50, M
I have to go for long walks
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@Spumoni I might head down to the beach. I just want to scream but I’ll wake the house up if I do
Spumoni · 46-50, M
@SW-User hit the sand
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@Spumoni sounds like a plan, if I stay here I’m going to go nuts
vetguy1991 · 51-55, M
It can be hard to deal with
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@vetguy1991 it’s like I’m on fire and I just need to explode
vetguy1991 · 51-55, M
@SW-User 🤯
Yes like 3 times a week or so. It's really annoying.
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@PiecingBabyFaceTogether it fucking consumes me
TheRascallyOne · 31-35, M
I used to but now I have a hard time getting mad
LookingForTheSummer · 31-35, M
Just run till you get exhausted.
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@SW-User it fucking sucks
kodiac · 22-25, M
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Jenny1234 · 51-55, F
Maybe you should consider getting help because honestly that’s not normal
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@Jenny1234 yea, I’ve had 3 psychiatrists, a clinical psychologist, several therapists and a mental health nurse…I’m very aware I’m not fucking normal
Jenny1234 · 51-55, F
@SW-User have they taught you how to deal with the rage?
No…I tend to turn my anger inward, as bouts of depression
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@bijouxbroussard I do that too
Very rarely these days.
iamonfire696 · 41-45, F
Sometimes I want to smash stuff but I dont.
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@LvChris that’s me trying not to go nuclear and wake the house up
empanadas · 31-35, M
I used to but I realized that emotion is very taxing. I changed the music I listened to and I became more calm
CestManan · 46-50, F
@empanadas I bet you sometimes like to have a good cry to the Celine Dion Titanic theme.
empanadas · 31-35, M
@CestManan I hate titanic and anything related to it. It's a shitty movie
CestManan · 46-50, F
@empanadas It would have been good if in a plot twist, the reason there was a hole ripped in the side is because Bruce Willis blew up something.

Okay sorry, it sounded funnier in my mind.

 
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