I am screwed up.

I have PTSD nightmares and outbursts. I have no one. I never imagined my own strength. I pull myself out of it.

Not that this means anything and I make my way without support. Sometimes I just want to say, Hi, I exist.

Because when you're PTSD screwed up, people act like I'm doing this on purpose, for attention, they'll say anything to write me off and not have to deal with me 😂 and I don't blame them. But I assure I didn't ask for this, nobody does.

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Bang5luts · M

I was diagnosed with ptsd a long time ago. I learned to accept what happened and learned to accept that nothing was going to change what happened no matter what I do moving forward.

I also learned that over time the pain and affects of all those happenings would get weaker and weaker. All of those things have helped me adjust and deal to the point I am rarely affected by those traumatic events from my past

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@Bang5luts sorry being butt raped on my 9th birthday wasn't as easy to forget

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