I am screwed up.

I have PTSD nightmares and outbursts. I have no one. I never imagined my own strength. I pull myself out of it.

Not that this means anything and I make my way without support. Sometimes I just want to say, Hi, I exist.

Because when you're PTSD screwed up, people act like I'm doing this on purpose, for attention, they'll say anything to write me off and not have to deal with me 😂 and I don't blame them. But I assure I didn't ask for this, nobody does.