Neurologist appointments today

So our daughter and I see our neurologist today. Last last time I was there she stated that she wanted me to stop holding back all of my tics and outburst.

Joel and I talked about it a lot and today I'm going to tell her that it is absolutely impossible for me to do that. There are times and places and situations where I have no choice but to hold them back like at work, the school event for the kids even in public sometimes. I'm not sure she's going to like me saying this. I just don't think she gets her understands the situation that I am in sometimes.

I'm sure she's not going to like me telling her this but I just don't see any other way around it.