this video captures me after a long battle with myself and psychosis and schizophrenia.

You will be missed psychosis but I don't know if I'm sinning being into alter state of mind. yet, everything has been imprinted deep inside me like something haunting me from time and time, as life becomes discipline. You seem now distant from psychosis like I never knew you, but you were a journey to make believe and people will not understand. I'm fool if I think it was fake, I'm wise if I think it was true. The truth I will never know till I'm dead, yet a part of me yearns to be true, I don't know why I saw things and I don't some thing seem like they have no explanation because they go beyond the understanding of science people, yet I already made a case for those hallucinations that it scientific driven. [media=https://youtu.be/XQPy88-E2zo]