I have schizo affective type bipolar

Realized a few days ago there's names for most of the delusions I've had. Definitely a mental case. It just sucks cuz my family is not supportive at all about it. The abuse just continues. Like getting choked out and almost having my neck broke. That level of shit. I know I need to leave here. Probably going to end up moving to Missouri in the next couple years after I get a bunch of shit paid off. Cuz, my brother and dad are making my problems worse. I've definitely realized I'm starting to get more violent and I don't want to be like that. If rather kill myself before I'd ever go off and kill someone else.