I Have Schizophrenia

so lately ive been diagnosed with schizophrenia. i knew something was off with me since i was 11 you know i went through some pretty traumatic events when i was 11-14 years old. but recently the start of 2018 everything has gotten worse (im 18 btw) anyways ive been hearing one voice since i was 11 but now there are 5 voices and they warn me about the govornment, time travel and me being watched. they tell me to be careful who i share these secrets with, theyve even told me to kill my family members because they are spies.

i feel like im going crazy, but i wanna understand more. i believe in this shit..