I Have Schizophrenia

so lately ive been diagnosed with schizophrenia. i knew something was off with me since i was 11 you know i went through some pretty traumatic events when i was 11-14 years old. but recently the start of 2018 everything has gotten worse (im 18 btw) anyways ive been hearing one voice since i was 11 but now there are 5 voices and they warn me about the govornment, time travel and me being watched. they tell me to be careful who i share these secrets with, theyve even told me to kill my family members because they are spies.

i feel like im going crazy, but i wanna understand more. i believe in this shit..

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westwiiler · 51-55, M

I ask this in all seriousness...do the voices have names? Do you take on their personalities? Just curious

iwhosmiles · 22-25, F

@westwiiler yeah actually. Derek, Clamentine, Ana, Loraina and Jeremy and yeah sometimes i do

westwiiler · 51-55, M

@iwhosmiles sounds like that movie, Split....but for real

iamnikki · 31-35, F

@westwiiler yea, do the voices sound different? Sure it's not just your conscience? I'm curious as well. Not making fun...@iwhosmiles

iwhosmiles · 22-25, F

@iamnikki its fine, and yeah they sound very different

iamnikki · 31-35, F

@iwhosmiles thank you