I hate how my dad had to pick on everyone.

He rarely meant it to be shared with who he was picking on. But he was so funny he would make you laugh at yourself. Mostly it was just awful. He would watch trash TV just to watch people be awful and laugh.

He almost made being cruel a talent.

He was a diagnosed narcissist and didn't care.

It helps to talk about him sometimes. He was such a character it's almost like he wasn't real.

I wish I didn't love him.

I bet a lot of my issues wouldn't exist if I didn't love someone who thought it was funny to hurt me.