My non-way way
As 2 post ago stipulated, the natural and the unnatural interchange in a highly peculiar dance for me as i juggle mentally 2 opposing things.
My definition and usage of instinctual is just a fancy way of saying i do what i feel like at any given time.
But everything is strung along, there are laws inherent, and when i defy said laws, disturbances of mild to extreme natures ensue.
It is not my hope to do what is suggested, the erroneousness of my approach also means erroneousness of doing.
It is to me such a major thing that is now the present reality, and in a murky way it may be a reflection and version of world affairs, which i try not to be aware of too much.
The usage of theology for me is highly experimental, and it's as i said before erroneous.
The study of theology presupposes one's belief situatedness.
The idea of study itself is done with error woven in also.
What i do, i say to myself and to those who might think i'm worth wasting time reading is this:
To be inundated with certain kinds of data, to feel like i'm inside that world.
In 2 worlds, or more, and the self is unknown. An explorer.
My definition and usage of instinctual is just a fancy way of saying i do what i feel like at any given time.
But everything is strung along, there are laws inherent, and when i defy said laws, disturbances of mild to extreme natures ensue.
It is not my hope to do what is suggested, the erroneousness of my approach also means erroneousness of doing.
It is to me such a major thing that is now the present reality, and in a murky way it may be a reflection and version of world affairs, which i try not to be aware of too much.
The usage of theology for me is highly experimental, and it's as i said before erroneous.
The study of theology presupposes one's belief situatedness.
The idea of study itself is done with error woven in also.
What i do, i say to myself and to those who might think i'm worth wasting time reading is this:
To be inundated with certain kinds of data, to feel like i'm inside that world.
In 2 worlds, or more, and the self is unknown. An explorer.
