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I Am A Functioning Psychopath

Dear Pigeon The first time I met you, your eyes were the first thing I noticed. They were not of a particularly startling color, shape, or size. But they were cold and still, and I wondered how they could bore into me while taking no rest to blink. Physiologically, something within me was intimidated and frightened. A biological instinct, perhaps, to run from you. But you were quick to realize precisely when I was at unease. So naturally you altered your mannerisms accordingly, and you quickly drew me back inside your whirlwind of energy and charisma. Yes, you have a great smile, and you are rather handsome. You allocate a fair amount of time to maintaining your appearance - but I see it's just another weapon or tool you can use to your advantage. If such "upkeep" were not necessary, you would probably choose to forgo all that effort I think. You are undeniably a lazy creature, Max.

Of course, I can't go any further without mentioning your enviable intelligence. Improvisational, socially adept, intellectual, linguistic. You WERE right when you said you could read people. You read me pretty well, you knew the soft spots before we hit our third date I suspect. So you nourished my insecurities and doted on me until I was blinded by your "love," promises, and extraordinary compliments. It came fast, all at once, and I was disoriented.

You taught me it was a blessing to have someone as great as you in my life. In my eyes, you became supernatural.

You are the best storyteller I know. In retrospect, as I repeat the endless lies - the persona you meticulously crafted.. well they sound silly coming from me. However, when you want to spin a story, Max, EVERYONE believes you. I know I did. For the year we dated, I never questioned a word.

I must say, you aren't as pretty when you are infuriated. When your power and control is taken away from you, you become rather frightening. And loud ... and oops - violent. Max slipped. The law cannot reign in the emotional crime you commit, but physical assault is illegal you see.

You were silent and perfect and beautiful. You entered people's lives as you pleased to use them all up and discard them and move on. But you slipped up. Now you have a messy trail behind you.

Your existence is a curious one. I have learned that your guise is merely successful in short term sprints, but things catch up with you wherever you choose to unleash what is natural to you. From Wall Street to a dark alley, you better come up with some stealthier tactics to keep quiet under that radar. Or perhaps choose your victims more wisely.

There aren't many of you. Some say 1% of the world is you, others argue 10%. You are apathetic, empty, cold, easily bored, prone to sadistic/strange fetishes as a stimulation to counteract your boredom, not easily anxious, reptilian. As much as I would like to say I'm fine, you DO leave victims hurt and confused.

However, I am contented to say I am responsible for hurriedly running behind you and marking your trail with bright markers. For spreading your name and story and warning others, for now causing you an equal pain and stress.
wtfgirl001 · 31-35, F
Thank you so much for sharing this. I'm sorry that you had to go through this, but I love that you're willing to spread awareness and share your story with others.
Innocentpigeon · 31-35, M
spreading awareness, lol!
Zoeb555 · 31-35, F
Now now, be nice "Maxwell"!
Innocentpigeon · 31-35, M
@Zoeb555: why the fuck should i be to this idiot?!
Innocentpigeon · 31-35, M
As of now, you shall call me Maxwell, not Max.
Innocentpigeon · 31-35, M
he's BP.
Zoeb555 · 31-35, F
The only one who would post on both I Am a Psychopath AND I Am a Psychopath. If that IS in fact BP, why is he writing stories his own account? Isn't he always afraid he would get caught?
Innocentpigeon · 31-35, M
not with that type of story, it was too bland. the only stories he uses protection with are the gory ones. this one was just about him getting out of jail.
aztecwolf · 26-30, M
This was beautiful.
Innocentpigeon · 31-35, M
so will she always be.
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RosaDawn · 46-50, F
Is that new or old as fvck

 
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