I Have Minor Ocd

I think i have minor ocd sometimes, along with depression. I am definitely not average or typical when it comes to sadness and things being just right. i want everything to be even. I have done things like moved things around or eat an even amount of candy so that an even amount is left. I buy pens, there is an odd number so i have to give one away. i have to smooth out all the bumps in clay, i erase all the marks on whiteboards and chalkboards because they bother me.