@revenant i don't think that what I said or did is what I need to put out it's the fact that i ever even did these things to her that is the real problem. What was said and done is something that her and i only need to talk about before I can go off saying things that are between us it would not be fair or right of me to put are bizz out there for others to see and read with out her being ok with it all so sorry i can not say certain things. But believe me I want to i am ready to tell the hole story about things and how it was not a one sided thing I want to put the truth about everything out and that I own my wrong doings . But I have hurt her enough and never want to do it again by saying things that would not he ok with her so that is going to have to be a nother time for all of that
The fact that you are aware of it and don't want to continue as you are is a huge step. Seek help, you will find someone to work with you. Don't give up! 🙂
The world is replete with personality disorders... amazingly, u're aware. There is no cure, but I suggest u find a psychologist to work with. CBT has worked, but there are no guarantees...best of luck!
