I Am Insane

Do u ever felt that you have a lot inside you but nothing comes out.
People judges you and shuns you down. Then they make u so tiny and manipulate to believe the world as they had made it.
But I feel something is off with this world like, a big mirage and people don't care for what's inside you. They always go for what's outside. Everyone wants temporary life. Noone works for permanent life.
I am sounding very insane.
I get that a lot. I am very weird according to many . My family, friends etc.
So alone and sad..That I am down by this world. I feel way out of this present world and people.
But feelings. Feelings are real...I also feel desperate to find someone like me. I am losing it.

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ScottyTaco · 31-35, M

To be honest you sound more sane than most people... I believe it's part of our education systems to make people very narrow minded, and unable to think into the future. Most people only know how to think about the here, and now. I wonder how come people like us weren't influenced by the thought control of "education"?

xSharp · 31-35, M

education teaches you to be one of the herd and not question. unless of course you take philosophy with an anarchist. :)

ScottyTaco · 31-35, M

@xSharp: Exactly! Education teaches you to be a mindless, robot slave to society. It teaches you to go to work, go home, watch tv, go to sleep, and repeat.

xSharp · 31-35, M

@ScottyTaco: but it does not teach you to defend yourself against those who try to prey on we who are apart from the herd, they want people like us vilified and censored by predetermined beliefs that we are crazy or anti social, to think that we are Extreme in our views. they want what is widely accepted to be considered what is right, they do not want free thinkers.

ScottyTaco · 31-35, M

@xSharp: Jesus fucking christ you're dead on... Well done.

xSharp · 31-35, M

@ScottyTaco: i have done nothing but give my impressions on what i have experienced and if i am not the only one to see these injustices then clearly i am not imagining them.

ScottyTaco · 31-35, M

No you are not. I've noticed many injustices too.

xSharp · 31-35, M

@ScottyTaco: this is going in the direction of fight club, i can just feel it lol