I Feel Depressed Today

Just like any other day I decided to listen to my songs but this time I suddenly burst into tears.... The sudden thoughts of how shitty my life is at the moment & how I'll never find someone who would love me & cherish me. I also thought about how lonely I am feeling tonight. How nice it would've been to have someone to rely on...to be by your side...& just listen whatever you have to pour out. I feel so hurt and sad. I feel like my heart's been twisted & I wish I could get a grip of myself. These tears can't stop rolling down my cheeks....