I Battle Depression
Antidepressants only mask the symptom of depression, which stems from a bigger problem... The way the world is nowadays.
I don't cope like everyone else is "supposed to". I don't see the world the way most do. Therapists don't seem to help because life is the way it is- deal with it. Work for paper money. Unless you are rich, you most likely have to sacrifice time working to care for your kids, and I feel like I'm missing out on these precious years because I'm "supposed" to do all these things to be "successful" like have a paper degree paid for with paper because once upon a time someone thought it a great idea to make up a thing called taxes and have people work for paper to get things needed to survive.
I wish I was normal and didn't see the world as a broken place. Sure there are little pieces of beauty and miracles and all that great, happy, magical, awesomeness, but I see society's destroying it piece by piece.
How do I enlighten my children as they grow into an uncertain future where they will be Indoctrinated to be a certain way? What I see and feel conflict each other so much, and I feel like such a small, helpless human being with a painful karmic lesson of needing to learn patience. It is hard with the uncertainty...
To be awake and aware of deeper and bigger things is a heavy burden. Things are more complicated than they need to be. People use each other, and material possssions are being loved. We are supposed to love each other and use resources without the greed.
I don't cope like everyone else is "supposed to". I don't see the world the way most do. Therapists don't seem to help because life is the way it is- deal with it. Work for paper money. Unless you are rich, you most likely have to sacrifice time working to care for your kids, and I feel like I'm missing out on these precious years because I'm "supposed" to do all these things to be "successful" like have a paper degree paid for with paper because once upon a time someone thought it a great idea to make up a thing called taxes and have people work for paper to get things needed to survive.
I wish I was normal and didn't see the world as a broken place. Sure there are little pieces of beauty and miracles and all that great, happy, magical, awesomeness, but I see society's destroying it piece by piece.
How do I enlighten my children as they grow into an uncertain future where they will be Indoctrinated to be a certain way? What I see and feel conflict each other so much, and I feel like such a small, helpless human being with a painful karmic lesson of needing to learn patience. It is hard with the uncertainty...
To be awake and aware of deeper and bigger things is a heavy burden. Things are more complicated than they need to be. People use each other, and material possssions are being loved. We are supposed to love each other and use resources without the greed.