I Am Depressed
I know life isn't fair, but so far i feel like I'll always be given the short stick. I hate when people complain about having no friends and so many people comment on their status saying "oh I'm here for you!" But in reality i have no friends, well atlest in real life. Ever since my best and only friend moved away I've been slipping into depression mode again. I've been having urges to cut myself again, and i have no one. No one to hug me and tell me it's okay. My parental don't understand "Well if you want friends, maybe stop dressing, looking and acting like a boy." Yes because I totally choose to be trans gender.
People just look at and see me as this freak from a different planet. They think I'm a perv, a freak, and plan out not normal. I sit in 7 classes talking to no one, peaking up every once in a while hoping someone is looking back smiling or waving at me. But it never happens.
I know I'm weird, i choose to blame my Aspergers on that. No therapy to get help being my ignorant refuse to see their is something wrong with me. I know i live in the country, i know i go to a super tiny school, i know I'm a loser, freak, and most off a tranny. But is it really to much to ask for just 1 friend?
People just look at and see me as this freak from a different planet. They think I'm a perv, a freak, and plan out not normal. I sit in 7 classes talking to no one, peaking up every once in a while hoping someone is looking back smiling or waving at me. But it never happens.
I know I'm weird, i choose to blame my Aspergers on that. No therapy to get help being my ignorant refuse to see their is something wrong with me. I know i live in the country, i know i go to a super tiny school, i know I'm a loser, freak, and most off a tranny. But is it really to much to ask for just 1 friend?
