I Fight Depression and Loneliness Everyday

Today is the first day in months that I have been completely alone. Noone is around me to talk too, noone is online to talk too, and my best friends are all busy. It really sucks. I'm trying to keep myself busy so I don't think about it but I find myself looking at my phone every two seconds to see if I have a message. I hate that I can't be alone with myself and be okay. Will I ever be okay