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I Am Depressed

How many times will I sit in the dark. How many times will I wonder why I'm alone. How many smiles will I have to fake and how many times will I feel the pain. I ask these to myself daily for each day I wake up it just seems like the same thing. I miss being happy miss laughing and smiling. I miss hanging out with friends and just enjoying life. But now I can't enjoy anything. What I used to do for fun only brings pain. I no longer have people who I can hang with or converse too. Just pointless really like what else have I got. I'm not happy that much is certain. And I am unable to feel good. I'm in introvert insecure depressed being which people see as a tool and an asset.and the kicker isni don't even care about it all I just don't care about anything because I'm just numb to it. I tried to be happy but its just no use so I sit here now like I've always done just sit and think.. what happens to me now
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bcvegas4u · 70-79, M
Choose something else.
Unless you are having a chemical imbalance problem, all you have to do is decide what you want to do and choose that instead. Depression come from many things both physical and mental. If it is not a physical/chemical problem, it's usually a self-worth problem. Believing all those negative things others say and express about you and what you love. Only by changing your thinking about yourself can you overcome this downward spiral.