I Am Secretly Depressed

When things doesn't go the way you wanted, the dreams and goals you had for yourself and the effort you put on achieving goals ends with a brick wall that leaves you confused and numbed. It wouldn't matter if it happened once you will pickup yourself and try again till your in the right path but what if you face bricks again and again till you can't find a way out? And your last brick was a KO not able to pick yourself up and the once possible becomes impossible..what then?.... what will motivate you to wake up every morning knowing you have simply nothing to look forward to and no purpose in life? But go back to sleep hoping for those good dreams..