I Fight Depression and Loneliness Everyday

Well, I don't know if am a wolf, but..I like to think of it when am down aND depressed. I was having my good days streak for like a month...But again.got dragged back into this wormhole. It sucks to be like this. And I have tried so much that I wanna give up now. But no point in that too. I just can't accept it..Even though have been lonely and by myself since my childhood. No love or any other feelings from anyone. Feels like I don't belong here and question why have I been born. I wanna cry..But eyes are all dried up. I cry though from inside. But...I just can't accept my fate and myself. Can't love myself.
I don't know anymore what to do, whom to go asking for help and why am I alive.
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Jinxey · 26-30, M

omg I'm the same exact way 😞.all my life I've been lonley and shut out. I can't accept myself and love myself for who I am. you're perfect the way you are, you don't need to change anything. as for the being alone. you have me. I can be your friend if you'd like.

notaregularguy · 26-30, M

Thanks..Dude. I am glad u get what am talking about.

SDesert33 · 22-25, F

I know how you feel, it can be quite difficult. People tell me that there's nothing wrong with me, yet the feelings don't change. Stay strong, there are people who care!

notaregularguy · 26-30, M

Idk...

SDesert33 · 22-25, F

There are.

notaregularguy · 26-30, M

I tried..Many people online..Haven't found a genuine one yet. All just cares for some days..Then..That just vanishes

SDesert33 · 22-25, F

I understand that, but there are some who are genuine.

notaregularguy · 26-30, M

Nah..Never found them. All say that..But eventually leave me.using me. And kicking off

Jinxey · 26-30, M

ill be your genuine 😊

notaregularguy · 26-30, M

@Jinxey: idk..🤔
Prove it. 😏