I Battle Depression

I understand it isnt normal but why cant people believe me instead i get "That it isnt right" "That doesnt happen" how is feel is how i feel..... When i try to explain that since they upped my sleep aid (is also an antidepressant) that ive lost control of my emotions and have never been more depressed than i am now..... but apprently since its suppose to help depression people dont think it can make things worse..... (im sensitive to most antidepressents and more often than not i get really sick. They gave me this one at a low dose than doubled it when it didnt work. i felt fine till this started to happen) I can literally for no reason start crying or ill get so angry that i have be alone or ill hurt someone... Ive never been like this before..... when im not going through mood swimgs my depression has full control.... I dont even know why i try anymore.....

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Nyanperona · 26-30, T

I thought people would like an update. Went to my doctor. They say the mood swings are depression based theres nothing that makes them think otherwise. They put me on serquel to try and help the mood swings and curb the insomnia. She wants me back in two weeks and we will go from there. Im nervouse though my roommate was given this accidently and she turned into a very scary person and im on a higher dose

SW-User

That's what happened to me with Seroquel; I was a very scary person too.