I Battle Depression

I understand it isnt normal but why cant people believe me instead i get "That it isnt right" "That doesnt happen" how is feel is how i feel..... When i try to explain that since they upped my sleep aid (is also an antidepressant) that ive lost control of my emotions and have never been more depressed than i am now..... but apprently since its suppose to help depression people dont think it can make things worse..... (im sensitive to most antidepressents and more often than not i get really sick. They gave me this one at a low dose than doubled it when it didnt work. i felt fine till this started to happen) I can literally for no reason start crying or ill get so angry that i have be alone or ill hurt someone... Ive never been like this before..... when im not going through mood swimgs my depression has full control.... I dont even know why i try anymore.....