I Am So Depressed Right Now

Well, I can't just hide how I feel and I know bottling it up isn't good. But today I'm just so depressed, I keep trying to have a positive outlook but inside my heart is aching.

I go through emotional ups and downs a lot but it hasn't hit me this hard in awhile. And just feeling like people you care about don't even care when your feeling like the world is pushing you into the ground hurts so much.

It makes me feel like, well, I'm just this useless person...

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MrsNesbitt · 56-60, F

If it helps, you're not on your own. Feel exactly the same myself today.

SW-User

I'm sorry :( these kind of days really suck :(

MrsNesbitt · 56-60, F

@Bonesy91: they do indeed. I find it hard to get people to understand how I feel but I think what it really is, is that they don't want to understand.

SW-User

Yeah, that's probably why I don't have any friends anymore, I mean why keep someone around when they don't even know how they will feel the next day or so on :( like I don't choose this you know? It just happens sometimes :(

MrsNesbitt · 56-60, F

@Bonesy91: people do find it hard to deal with. We don't need someone to mend it we just need someone to be there with us.

SW-User

Yup that's all I want is someone to just like hear me out and be there when I'm like this. Cause I know they can't fix it but going through it alone hurts
:(

MrsNesbitt · 56-60, F

@Bonesy91: if I was having a better day myself I'd volunteer. I'm in that wallowing in self pity stage at the moment. Stay strong, tomorrow is a new day and take care xx