I Am Depressed More Than People Realize

I'm getting to the point where I just want to shout it from the rooftops but I don't want to bother anyone with it. Lately I've been just sending messages to people and seeing how they are which is something I don't usually do. Problem is people are busy and I don't want to just come out and say how I'm feeling because it will put them in a difficult situation but I also know that a lot of people who have also randomly sent messages to friends have then taken their lives quite soon after and they regret not taking the time out of their busy workload to message back.