Depression sucks

So I'm not new to depression but this spout of it is worse! usually i have my husband to help me get through it... of course he's off doing military stuff for a long time so I don't wanna bother him with it and the person who I thought I had to help me through the loneliness and depression they are now always to busy with work, wanting them time unless a certain person calls or just doesn't answer. I'm to the point why bother even telling them how bad I'm struggling if I'm just going to get ignored. I'm on meds for the depression but it doesn't seem to be do anything now. I just want something to knock me out till my husband is back. I can't handle this loneliness I get to talk to my husband about 30 minutes a day and that's it. I try to talk to friends but they all have lives and are too busy. my family don't believe in depression/ thinks I have no reason to be depressed so no point in talking to them. I just miss having someone if I'm struggling to talk to....