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I was in a really messed up headspace a week ago. I was spiraling and just found that I could not fight off the thoughts as well as I usually could. With some effort I dragged myself to a doctor and had a full on meltdown. She gave me some time off and I guess I’m better.

I don’t know. I know I need to start working on myself and I am trying so hard… it just is taking up so much of what little energy I have, and I keep having to fight off the thought that the payoff just isn’t worth the effort.

I will keep trying though. Tomorrow comes, I guess.