I like that my friend .
Your after growing out of the loneliness feeling , ( take time ) and now you found solitude.
What happens after awhile when your own your own ( I'll say it to you ) you might start to panic think everyone has a better life than you ( that's a trick of the mind ) but when you feel alone it's a great thing .
The reason why I say this to you is I can understand. I felt alone most of my life so it didn't take much off me .
I dealt with that in teenage years feeling alone and then had relationships and also felt alone in them ( not all of the time ) but as relationship break up happens then I got withdrawal symptoms of emptiness after break up to get me back to solitude ( that's was the most painful experience I ever experienced) .
I don't feel alone . At times I can get uncertain or if you want to say I be a doubting Thomas when it comes to be certain about myself.
I can see at most times when the mind starts to play tricks with me .
Usually when the mind starts to play tricks usually what it wants is to bring you into despair and shame . It wants you to bring you back right into loneliness and separation from relationships.
You can't be alone all the time either .
That's very unhealthy
