I'm depressed right now

You are still so young. Have you tried looking in the one place you may have never looked before? That's what I did and I found the answer. Depression has a way of making us do things like that and feeling our worst. Christ is the only one that can give us a rebirth. I know when I have suffered depression, he was always there to talk to and bring me comfort. We don't have to go it alone, when we turn to Christ. He helps us fight our spiritual battles. Satan would drag us down, but God is so much stronger than he. When we turn to Jesus he can give us a brand new life, a brand new beginning and help us fight our battles. We can do all things through Christ who strengthens us. Those are just not words, but the truth, as I have witnessed it many times, even in myself.

I don't say that this applies to everyone but I feel like many people go through a transition in early 30s. I know I do. It happens when what you knew so far no longer applies and you simply have to discard some old stuff and find what works better in a new situation. Maybe the age doesn't even matter, it simply happens when things around you change or you yourself change and you need to adapt.

Ask yourself what you really want.

It doesn't sound like you're happy with your own degree, yet that's not the only thing your not happy about.

Change your degree to something more in lines with what you like at minimum. If you're not interested in anything, you better search elsewhere.

Goals are nothing, if you're not interested in the goals. You just won't keep to any goal, if you're not interested. So pushing something you're not interested in is futile.

Once you find what you're interested in, then you must set goals. As well as push yourself towards those goals.

Aptitude test are a start. Yet don't limit yourself to them. Being good at something, doesn't mean you're interested. Sometimes people get bored, if it's too easy. So try your second best aptitude. Or search in other areas.

Get out and look! Traveling is another way. Don't be afraid to audit courses either. That shouldn't effect your GPA and will help to see if you're interested.

You don't know your limits unless you push yourself to them.

I completed my graduation after 17 years of my schooling.

“Whatever you think that you will be. if you think yourself weak, weak you will be; if you think yourself strong, strong you will be” - Swami Vivekananda

"Action is a great restorer and builder of confidence. Inaction is not only the result, but the cause, of fear. Perhaps the action you take will be successful; perhaps different action or adjustments will have to follow. But any action is better than no action at all." – Norman Vincent Peale

You have so much around the corner waiting for you. Keep your chin up
masked man

You’re only 30. Honestly life really hasn’t even started for you

you need a chal;lenge, maybe helpinbg the poor

Continue working to get your degree

Matthew 11:28-30 - Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.

https://similarworlds.com/christianity/5073095-The-Bible-is-really-clear-on-salvation-Its-not-based-on-how

Sad. Hugs

Feelings aren't facts. As long as you are alive, you have potential and possibilities. I know it's not easy to act on that or even to know how to but it's true.

Join the Army. Choose a technical job in the Army. Get a degree with the GI Bill. Start from there.

[I did this. It was a game changer]

Get an associate degree and move on. It's okay.

Why have you peaked?