I wish I could self harm like I used to. Just can't seem to anymore.

oh please.

Just do something that makes u feel like a real man again
Yo know better than we do what that is.

Scream out your anger to the skies and maybe someone will actually ask you why and then care what u say.

You know some people cant say one thing about their problems because they already know they are asking to be POUNCED on. Happens too much here.

So consider yourself lucky, and also women are much more compassionate about man problems than vice versa, even on a good happy he-man day.

Thats not the answer.
Get to the root of the problem. The reason you're trying to block it out.

The fact that you don’t anymore is a sign of maturity. It’s a step forward. You’re not a waste of space, convincing yourself of that is the next step!