I feel like crap.

People who don't even know me don't want to know me. Ive tried. Joined a walking group. Twice I went I was ignored on the walk. Then went to a group that talks in a circle about there problems and mental health...they all go cafe after. First time I went cafe I was able to talk to someone. But every other time I went they all turned to talk to someone else. Was left there few times I went with no one to talk to.Took a class recently...nobody likes talking to me. I thought I was going to lose my mind today. Somebody even took a seat beside me and moved it to sit somewhere else.
I'm fed up. Everybody looks at me like I'm an idiot. Yeah I guess I am. They all see I have no life and future.