For me it's not any fear of failure or hating to socialise it's just my energy to face anyone or anything is none existent and I feel dead alive and just stare up the ceiling waiting for the feeling to shift.

I have those exact feelings.

Is this any different from manic depression. The highs and lows are maddening.

I wonder what the two positives version of this would be...

To me the worst part is that I can experience all this a million times and never learn how to make it any better..

Yup. It's maddening.

I know its overwhelming and feels uncomfortable same time!

I know. It can be treated fairly well.

You my twin?

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It's also wanting help but shooting down any suggestion because nothing sounds like a good idea.

Relatable.