Isolation is starting to take a toll on me...

Even if you find yourself alone as of now, deserted and lonely, there awaits a reason; wether it in the form of a being or object, it exists in harmony with you, and though you might not know it yet destiny knew millennia before. Someone who can fill up your lonely, dark days with sunshine and warmth.
They exist.
There is never a moment where a single life is meant to be left alone forever.
You will find your somewhere, someone, something, I swear. :)

Also it’s amazing that you managed to be clean for six months. Thats a huge accomplishment. No one is disappointed that you broke it, because no one can say with confidence that they could quit all at once. The process of healing and recovery takes time, effort, and trial. I believe in you.

I've craved isolation for a while now, I kind of like it but sometimes I get bored and it gets too much, there isn't much I can do to change now.

You have a cool profile name. Hope you find a reason to stay healthy. You can do it as you already had.

Have you tried going to a night club? or a place just to chill out with music and food? There's a chance you could meet someone just for conversation when you feel like it.

Hang in there mate. The pills aren't worth it. Stay strong 🤗