suicide ig? .

Maybe you can't do it because your soul knows that you should stay alive. You probably have something important to accomplish but you can't recall it yet. Trust your instinct. Honestly life is short enough.. you can't expect to control and decide everything but you have your powerful strength to handle it. When the winds get strong, don't try to stop.. instead, use them to direct your sail in a better direction, you never know which treasures you may find. Be brave and hopeful. It makes life worthwile.