I know I'm not the ideal best friend
In RL i can manage my relationships very well but out here on SW there are many who have deeper darker issues and I am not sure if I can help beyond a point.
I battle from Mix anxiety and depressive disorder and it's important for me to have positive conversations, stay happy and be mentally healthy which is not possible if i befriend someone who has substance abuse issues, is suicidal and depressive.
It's important for me to have positive conversations as well and i prefer being relaxed and chilled out overall.
I feel bad that i can't help beyond a point when i have tried my level best to make them smile just a little.
Depression is a very dangerous thing and having suffered from it i know how addictive it can get.
I guess at this stage of my life it is pertinent I think of my well being as well because depressive conversations gives me extreme anxiety.
Don't get me wrong. I m always there for someone who truly wants to come out of it but i can't be in someone's life who doesn't want to help themselves.
I battle from Mix anxiety and depressive disorder and it's important for me to have positive conversations, stay happy and be mentally healthy which is not possible if i befriend someone who has substance abuse issues, is suicidal and depressive.
It's important for me to have positive conversations as well and i prefer being relaxed and chilled out overall.
I feel bad that i can't help beyond a point when i have tried my level best to make them smile just a little.
Depression is a very dangerous thing and having suffered from it i know how addictive it can get.
I guess at this stage of my life it is pertinent I think of my well being as well because depressive conversations gives me extreme anxiety.
Don't get me wrong. I m always there for someone who truly wants to come out of it but i can't be in someone's life who doesn't want to help themselves.
