My life is falling apart around me. [I Battle Depression]

I lost an awesome job opportunity because I didn't have the motivation to accept it. I'm out of money. I'm gaining weight. My car wash membership is expired. My sleep track is turned around. I have no food left. I have medical and therapy appointments waiting to be scheduled. And all I wanna do is shut off my brain and play video games. I don't give a fuck right now. 😂

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undetermined

maybe stay away from games and get motivated.

FCNantes · 22-25, M

@undetermined I don't think he's gonna get motivated. I think too many people have this idea that you need feel motivated in order to get yourself to do shit. It's not true. You can force yourself, well, by forcing yourself.

Come up with a system. If it fails too often, try make it stricter or come up with a new 1. Do this ad hominem.

I'd be totally fucked if I relied on my feelings to get me to do the stuff I don't wanna do.