My life is falling apart around me. [I Battle Depression]

I lost an awesome job opportunity because I didn't have the motivation to accept it. I'm out of money. I'm gaining weight. My car wash membership is expired. My sleep track is turned around. I have no food left. I have medical and therapy appointments waiting to be scheduled. And all I wanna do is shut off my brain and play video games. I don't give a fuck right now. 😂