I lost my grandma 💔 this is so unfair. She was supposed to live past 100. I am so broken. [I Feel Depressed]

I feel the same. I was hearbroken over the death of my grandma last year more than over my fathers. She is still with me alive, I don't consider her dead or that she left. I remember her voice, her every move, hair, softest skin, best food etc. and everything